I know that I am not the only one who suffered for long with harassment and humiliations by the haters. Not only social medias and schools, but workplace and high streets... these chavs, junkies, thugs & teenage gangs are everywhere. They will do harm to you and get away with it cuz they are under aged, below 18+. I never got any justice for being humiliated, beaten and faced racism, made fun of for being short in height. However, facing all these years after years the pain has exceeded like any human can ever handle. For example- scared to go out cuz I fear I will be chased by these teenagers and beaten upon humiliated and laughed at. Tired of complaining Cops. Hence, all these pain of humiliation, bullies and hurtful words from gangs, cyber bullies and haters has made me an emo insecure kid. unto the age of even 22 years, I was too afraid to go out & socialise. I suffered from Schizophrenia and illusion that it's WHOLE-WORLD vs ME. Because, years of these words & threats disarmed me mentally. Feeling of powerlessness made me that feel I am wrong and incompetent. Therefore, I always tried to please my parents, people and publics, even the strangers around me. When my parents and my daughter passed away, got separated from my ex, this really stroke me with a lightening to wokeup and fightback. Only way to overcome the traumas and tragedies was to put myself into the immense pain as possible. Hence, I wanted to kill myself and police were called many times from by the ones who were concerned about my severe condition under these four walls. but, these hateful words and threat of gangs+haters+cyberbullies made me so paranoid that years after years I just studied to secure my educational strength. But, not the strong self-image or strong physiques. In many occasions, I've fainted and hospitalised many times to drink the pain away or overdose on the sleeping pills or antidepressants. As self-harder ego kid, I loved hurting myself cuz I wanted to die. Because, these threats of bullies and hateful words from envious blokes calling me- suicidal freak, gay, loser and demo guy. So it was extremely painful and I seriously couldn't copeup with it. So only way out was to fightback 2da bullies & multiple attacker. I was already in pain, so I first walked into the gym and joined kickboxing, MMA, Taekwondo, Muay Thai and Wresting to balance the pain of mind and body.
What I have become today, maybe sexy to watch, but I have been through hell on earth for years. Therefore, I do not want any young people killing themselves due to 'not having friend, living with the insecurities, fear of assault by bullies and thugs. The new pain that is far worth than self-loathing and feeling of being victimised for being powerless, has completely changed me and the world around me. Daily routine of KICKBOXING and MMA sparring, MATERIAL-ARTS training, CAROVASCULAR conditioning, outdoor CAMPING hobbies, CROSSFIT , Callisthenics & a COMMANDO lifestyle made me an invincible person ever to exist. Cuz I believe that some sorts of suffering can lead to gifts of courage and competency than outdo every opponents and hatters. This knowledge of self-help and self-sufficient, I've earned through the adversity after my daughter passed away in June 2018 and my dad has gone too on July 2018. Commando lifestyle and self-sufficiency has helped to achieve my aesthetic physique, educational, business and entrepreneurial goal in just within couple of months. When all the Hellcat broken lose, I was forced and firece to prove everyone wrong. Fitness has helped me to get my wrecked confidence and self-worth back.
Transforming body, mind and lifestyle routine was painful. But if you make these as your daily habits by altering your previous life routine through stably and constant practice, you will be admired, respected, GUARANTEED* Because, when a CAT transforms into a man-eating TIGER, he is up for revenge on these f**kt**d. And on these crown chair of the Lion-the-King life is so much easier when you are super savage, speedy & strong. TRUST ME ON THIS!!! I am feeling it, living it everyday. So I want welcome you to my commando mindset and discipline online courses to create the defence that is unbreakable by any external enemies. In this course you can learn how to defend by from the multiple-attackers, and also will guide you to create the lifestyle that will resurrect a superior soul within you, because you are destined2dominate.